Its been a while since I've been here. Its been a while since I've written. You can safely say I was the cliche depressed kid writing what hurt me because I couldn't say it to their faces. I don't know what that says about me. There are still people who's faces I can't face.

A lot has changed in my life in the past six months. I'm married and I live in California. But most importantly, for the first time in as long as I can remember I am truly happy. My husband has breathed new life into me. Our life is not easy by any means, but it is amazing! Its such a different perspective I have now.

I go back and read the things I've written.. I was such a different person. So young and nieve..focused on so many things that weren't nearly as important as I thought they were. I'm glad I have these though. I am able to appreciate everything I have, even on the rough days because of how unhappy I've been.

So I guess I just wanted to leave a few words about how my life has changed. How I've managed to completely walk away from the negitive influences and situations and open myself up to such amazing possibilities. I am so in love with life.